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[May. 13th, 2008|11:20 pm] |
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THOSE ENDLESS FLOW OF TEARS. WHEN WILL THEY CEASE TO FLOW. PIERCED. ONCE AGAIN. IF ONLY WE COULD MAKE TIME STAND STILL. |
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[May. 11th, 2008|02:09 pm] |
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for once. a low quality photo by abi.haha. she likes chopping off her face.
kays. there are more pictures. but they can wait ehs. arts fusion has finally come to an end. pooof*** am super tired. but super happy ehs!! was busy the past few days. going home late and all. [special thanks to ahem for the phonecalls to ward away the darkness:))] but mellie replenished her sleep today :D had to shoo mum away to not disturb me. lol.kays.btw.. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY :D I'M A GOOD KID KAY. I DIDNT FORGET. lol. kays. this stupid bus driver made me pay extra coins last night. but decided not to dig for my coins. alighted and took a cab home instead. tadah. i love the late night walks alone with my phone. its unforgettable intangible and hard to come private moments :)) they make my heart go CHANG CHANG CHANG CHANG. anyways. bought dinner for mum and i and zoomed home. gave mum her flower only after 12. as usual she flew in happiness. haha.thick skin. kays. anyways. told mum about the bus driver. haha. she called and complain: HOW CAN HE JUST LEAVE MY DAUGHTER AT SUCH A QUIET PLACE!! ESP WHEN ITS SO LATE! haha. i pity whoever she was complaining to. she went: @!$#%$^$@% i want a feedback within a week i tell you. otherwise this is going to the papers. HAHA. hello people. meet my mother. she's really nice i tell you. HAHA okay.mellie got superb important news to say: MY GOOD FRIEND IS HERE TO STAY AGAIN!! immediately told yangs bout it. ahaha. like hello. he was the one who remembers can! just a few days ago. suddenly during tutorial. he turned to me and say: eh you thing come already anot? come this week right? haha. my eyes nearly popped out of their sockets. goodness. even i dont remember. i have to rely on my phone's calander to tell me. -.- haha OKAY. BELOW ARE A FEW PRIVATE MSGS/REPLIES FOR SOME PEOPLE AND SOME ANIMALS: if you dont find your name. then bye bye and come again another day :D
TO: r------ dont make it sound as though you know everything. cos girl you dont.the day you opened your mouth without thinking. was the day i decided: this friendship is not going to go anywhere. you lost the basic respect from me. wait a minute.there isnt any friendship between us to begin with. call me nasty. but some people just dont deserve my trust and loyalty anymore. play me once. play me twice. i can always turn a blind eye. but this time girl its going too far.
TO: superman :)) haha yes justin. received your msg. loud and clear! miss you.
TO: kiddo :)) havent heard from you since friday. hope it all went fine ehs. wanted to tell you say. am going to plan our outing next sat. together with mel and all. tell me about it before i msg the rest ehs. and i really got lots of stufff to tell you. you know what i'm talking about. okay. seeyou soon love.
TO: Shane shane shane watch out for that tree! HAHA. SEE. MS MELLIE'S PREDICTION WAS RIGHT!! love you. miss you.
TO: NUGGET YEO YOUR SMS LAST NIGHT WAS REALLY RANDOM LUH AH LAI! LOL. EH MY GOOD FREN COME ALR EHS. WHERE'S YOURS? *LOOK RIGHT LOOK LEFT* I DONT SEE IT ANYWHERE. HAHA.
LAST BUT NOT LEAST
TO: AHEM AHEM (4 LETTERS 4 LETTERS) HAHA. IF YOU DONT KNOW THIS IS FOR YOU THEN YOUR FREQUENCY IS PROBABLY LOW AT THE MOMENT. MELLIE JUST WANNA SAY: CHANG CHANG CHANG CHANG. SEEYOU TML :D
OKAY ALL. TADAH! *POOF
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[May. 6th, 2008|11:28 pm] |
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hello hello. mellie's feeling wierd. yangs is MIA-ing. busy busy i guess. woke up this morning thinking that my voice was back to normal. but by the time i met up with lois and headed for school my voice sounded like some slaughtered chicken again -.-
6 ijtp girls made it to yjc. 4 of us running for ex co. with similar reasons mind you. (1) yj's life is boring to the max. we've gotta get more involved. (2)they lack of some real fun and family feel. haha. we'll inject them with the ij feel! haha.
okays. mellie is off to mug. tatas.
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[May. 5th, 2008|09:53 pm] |
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| | cheerful | ] | HELLLOOOOOOOOOOO HAHA. MELLIE'S IN A SUPERB GOOD MOOD :D DONT KNOW WHY* *ACTUALLY; I KNOW WHY ;)) TADAH!!! OKAYS ANYWAYS. I BASICALLY HAVE A VERY NICE VOICE NOW. HAHA. HAD A GREAT TIME IRRITATING PENSHAH AND THE REST WITH MY VOICE. HAHA.I CAN STILL SING. EXCEPT WHEN I REACH THE HIGH NOTES, YOU WONT HEAR A THING. HAHA. SCHOOL WAS PREETY GOOD AS USUAL :)) BUMPED INTO RONDA OBSESSION AT TPY. GOSH. <3 YOU OBSESSION. TAKECARE EHS. HAHA. ONE OBSESSION SICK. SO IS THE OTHER :D HAHA. OKAY. HERE'S A PORTION OF AN EMAIL I RECEIVED FROM MANDA LOVE TO SHARE:
The way their(GIRLS) tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt. HAHA.SO SO TRUE. OKAYS. MELLIE'S OFF TO REST TO RECOVER SOON FOR... AHEMS AHEMS PURPOSES. LOL.OKAY. NIGHTS :)) _________________________________________________________ & i hope that you will never let go.. for love, i'm fallin hopelessly in love with you.
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[May. 3rd, 2008|09:13 pm] |
MELLIE IS SICK :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( SICK TO THE MAX.
________________________________ YOUR SMILE; MAKES THE PAIN ALL FADE AWAY. ALL THIS TIME. ALTHOUGH FEELING THE PRESSURE. YOU MADE IT ALL SO WORTHWHILE <3 |
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[Apr. 30th, 2008|12:13 am] |
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(in case you cant see; it reads: mellie was here) lol. i've developed a habit of drawing on to people's hands lately :D It's been the longest winter without you I didn't know where to turn to See somehow I can't forget you After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock Who's there no one Thinking that I deserve it Now I realise that I really didn't know If you didn't notice you mean everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is I'm gon' be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV Without something there to remaind me Was it all that easy To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh Hurt my feelings but that's the path I believe in And I know that time will heal it If you didn't notice boy you meant everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is I'm gon' be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me It's time I let you go So I can be free And live my life how it should be No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you Yes I will
Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time
am really hooked onto this song. thanks to jeremy:)) am gonna finish up my work. nights.

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[Apr. 27th, 2008|02:53 pm] |
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TATA~ MELLIE IS SUPERB TIRED HAVING A RATHER SLACK WEEKEND :)) CAUGHT UP WITH MY SLEEP SLIGHTLY YESTERDAY HAHA. AND SUPPOSEDLY SUPPOSE TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL TO WATCH AH MA'S PERFORMANCE. MET UP WITH JEREMY INSTEAD. WAS SUPERB EMBARRASSING AT FIRST. WENT OVER HIS PLACE. AND THE REST FOR THE DETAILS. IS FOR ME TO KNOW FOR YOU TO FIND OUT. LOL. ANYWAYS. MET UP WITH PENSHAH THEN HEADED DOWN TO YISHUN TO MEET THE REST. THE FIRST SENTENCE THAT CAME OUT FROM AH MA'S MOUTH WAS:
HELLO MELLISSA! WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I WAS PERFORMING? STILL SAY YOU COMING.HOW COME I DIDNT SEE YOU!
HAHA. HER EXPRESSION WAS FREAKING FUNNY. LOL. WENT FOR OUR CRAB FEAST AND WATCHED ANDRI ATTEMPT TO DRINK BEER. LOL. THAT GIRL. WAS SERIOUSLY FUNNY AFTER HALF A GLASS. LOL. MET UP WITH JIE AND WENT HOME, READY TO GET INTO TROUBLE. BUT APPARENTLY. NO NO. LOL. MOM DIDNT SAY MUCH. ACTUALLY. SHE DIDNT EVEN SAY ANYTHING. -.- HAHA. OKAY. AM HEADING DOWN TO YISHUN. YES YET AGAIN. SO BYE.
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[Apr. 19th, 2008|01:03 am] |
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i feel the need to speak to you now kiddo. i mean NOW.
shoot me :((
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[Apr. 19th, 2008|12:47 am] |
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| | indescribable | ] | for starters: TO OW: GET WELL AND COME HOME SOON :D TO CANDICE: STAY STRONG :)) TO KENNETH : HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN.... 10 MORE MINUTES. TO CHOW: HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN.... ONE HOUR DAY AND 10 MINUTES :D LOL.
just reached home not long. am feeling superb screwed. filled with mixed emotions. not knowing what to do. lately everything hadnt be going on right. and i really dont know how much longer can i hold on. tml's compeition date. may we do well.. -.- i can't seem to think straight right now. darn.
havent you ever felt as though you have to wear a mask all day. regardless whether you are out or home. every one is expecting so much of you. every one thinks that they know what you are thinking. actually they do NOT
they assume that they know you soooo darn well.
what lies behind those eyes. is a totally different story unfolding.
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[Apr. 17th, 2008|11:44 pm] |
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You really know where to start Fixing my broken heart You really know what to do Your emotional tools can cure any fool Whose dreams have fallen apart Fixing a broken heart |
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[Apr. 17th, 2008|11:08 pm] |
HELLO HELLO. TODAY WAS A RECORD BREAKER. REACHED HOME SUPERB EARLY OKAY NOT VERY EARLY. BUT 17.30 EHS:D
TA DAH. I THINK I'M GETTING INFLUENCED BADLY. DARN DARN. CANNOT CANNOT
ANYWAYS. MY GOOD FRIEND IS LEAVING SOON :D HAHA. SUPERB HAPPY LA LA LA LA LA.
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I FEEL THE NEED TO PROTECT MY SELF LATELY. AND IN FACT. I THINK I'M RISING OUT OF ALL THESE. SOON MELLIE. SOON. ALL THOSE WILL FADE AWAY. AND WE'LL ALL BE BACK TO NORMAL. |
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[Apr. 15th, 2008|09:24 pm] |
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| | sore | ] | I FEEL LIKE. REMOVING EVERY SINGLE BONE IN MY BODY. AND RESTRUCTURE IT THE WAY I WANT IT TO BE.
OH GOSH. TODAY IS ARGH! LOL. ACTUALLY IT WAS PREETY FUN EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT. MY REALLY GOOD FRIEND IS HERE TO STAY FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS. MY GOODNESS. YOU CAN JUST PULL OUT MY UTERUS AND TURN IT UPSIDE DOWN BEFORE PUTTING IT BACK I HATE CRAMPS. HOLY SHOOT. AS USUAL AT THIS TIME OF THE MONTH. I HAVE 3/4 OF THE MIND TO GO FOR SEX CHANGE. THAILAND CHEAPEST EH? DAMN. I THINK MENSE IS ONLY A CONFIRMATION FOR PEOPLE EVERY MONTH THAT: HELLO! YOU ARENT PREGNANT! -.- I DONT REALLY NEED SUCH CONFIRMATION YOU KNOW. ITS TOO HORRIBLE. ITS THE MOST INHUMANE THINGY OH GOSH. I ACTUALLY DEDICATED THIS ENTIRE POST TO MY CRAMPS/MENSE. WELLS. FOR HONOUR AND GLORY. LOL. LIKE WHAT OW-ISM PREACHES TO THE YEO/OW FAMILY. OKAY. I THINK THE PAIN IS DRIVING ME NUTS. GOING INSANE I HATE CRAMPS. I HATE MENSE.
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[Apr. 15th, 2008|12:33 am] |
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| | loved | ] | hello. HAD A GREAT DAY IN SCHOOL TODAY :D FINALLY CLEARED THINGS UP. THINGS CAN BE BACK TO NORMAL ((:
LOL. WENT TO VISIT GREAT GRAMS TODAY HAD A HARD TIME EXPLAINING THE BURGER IN MY HANDS ARE NOT MEANT FOR DENTURES. LOL.
WAITED FOR MOM FOR WHOLE 2 HOURS. -.- ANYWAYS. FEELING PARTICULARLY IRRIATED NOW. STOP BOMBARDING ME DARN. KAY. AM GG TO TALK TO JEREMY AND HIS FINGER SO BYE |
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[Apr. 13th, 2008|11:25 pm] |
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| | naughty | ] | TA DAH~~~~~~~~~~ AM FEELING HYPER NOW. NO IDEA WHYS. LOL SINGING RUBBER DUCKKY TO MYSELF. VOVODIO~ HAHA. OKAYS. I'M SO SCREWED FOR TML'S HIST TEST. SHOOT ME. DUM DUM DE DUM OKAYS. AM GONNA TALK TO JEREMY. SO NIGHTS. :D |
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[Apr. 13th, 2008|09:14 am] |
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for some reason. i'm at loss for words now. am confused i guess. and yes i'm highly aware of the possibility of the idiot reading this. wells. afterall. there's nothing else worth hidding already ehs. things started out as a joke. should it or should it not end like a joke too? i dont know where this is heading. but one thing for sure. i know my emotions. and i know its true. it hit me and caught me by surprise. unexpected wave of emotions. i am not sure for you whats gonna happen next i do not know. standing at the crossroads. wondering where i should go. this could just turn out to be another impossible task. for it will/should not happen. for now. i guess i could only just wait and see. for i fallen for an idiot with no feelings.
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[Apr. 9th, 2008|11:37 pm] |
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| | content | ] | :)) MELLIE'S FEELING BETTER ALREADY. HAD A SLEEPLESS NIGHT LAST NIGHT THOUGH THOUGHT ALOT. AND WAS PISSED OFF THIS MORNING. THREW LITTLE TANTRUMS AT THE SLIGHTEST STUFF. AM TRULY SORRY. TO THOSE THAT SUFFERED MY BLABBERINGS. COULD FINALLY REALLY SMILE BY THE AFTERNOON. HOPE I'LL BE BACK TO NORMAL SOON DONT WANNA BE A BITCH FOR TOO LONG.
SHOT MYSELF 4 TIMES TODAY. BANG. 4 IDIOTIC TIMES. LOL. STUPID YANGGONGGONG KEPT LAUGHING AT ME ~.~ GOT PUNISHED BECAUSE OF HIM. PFTTTTTS.
AND JEREMY. LOL. I SPENT THE ENTIRE OF LAST NIGHT AND TODAY LAUGHING AT HIS FINGER. SMS-ING HIM IS ENOUGH TO GET MY GIGGLES ERUPTING. LOL.
AM SUPERB TIRED PE TML ARGHS... NIGHTS :D |
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